Am I Ashamed?

Why do I hide what is so important to me?

Am I ashamed?

No, I am afraid

of what they will think of me,

how they will look at me

if after everything, they turn around and judge me

not want to include me

change how they speak around me

behave differently

exclude me…

I want to be part of the group

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My Love Story

Love is the thing we all hope to find one day. One thing to satisfy for a life, not one day, valentines. We want so much, we trade almost too much to find this thing called l o v e.

I’ve only ever known one love so far in my life and if this is the only one I have, I’ll be fine, because I’ve never felt something more fulfilling, satisfying and captivating than His. kind. of. love.

The most magical, I’d say heavenly love story a girl could have. Something more remarkable than all those stories Disney told. A prince who owns a kingdom wishing just to have a conversation with me. A real life Cinderella story. To want to be known by me, that I was that special that he wanted to commune with me. A precious yet flawed gem in many ways, he didn’t care about the past or the paths I’ d wondered. All he knew was that I was what he wanted. Continue reading “My Love Story”

My Story

I was a ‘Christian’ as long as I could remember

Church was on Sunday’s, there was no discussion

I was always at Sunday school, knew all the answers to the bible quiz, always first to finish but I knew there was something missing.

This life I was living, something just didn’t feel right.

I may have known his name and spoken it proudly but I doubt my heart was fully in it. Continue reading “My Story”