Am I Ashamed?

Why do I hide what is so important to me?

Am I ashamed?

No, I am afraid

of what they will think of me,

how they will look at me

if after everything, they turn around and judge me

not want to include me

change how they speak around me

behave differently

exclude me…

I want to be part of the group

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You Are Beautiful

Woman

It is not fancy hair – weave, braids, natural , relaxed, straight, curly, long short twist that makes you beautiful

Woman

It is not Gold Jewellery, Casio watches, chokers, chains, rings that makes you beautiful

Woman

It is not fine clothes – Gucci, Louis, Nike, that make you beautiful

No woman,

It is not the curves of your hips accentuated in those slimming skinny jeans that makes you beautiful

And no woman,

It is not the way you walk in those knee length boots keeping all the guys staring that makes you beautiful

And no woman,

It is definitely not the perfectly contoured YouTube tutorial face that makes you beautiful

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The Girl in the Mirror

I don’t like putting my face out there

I’m scared that it looks nicer in pictures

and when you meet me in real life,

you might not think the same.

I don’t want to be a catfish

but sometimes the lightings right

the camera angle works or the filter is so good

If I’m honest, I’d prefer if you only saw me in real life

and were charmed by my character

but I’m also worried that if you saw me up close

you might notice all the insecurities that I see in me too…

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