Love is the thing we all hope to find one day. One thing to satisfy for a life, not one day, valentines. We want so much, we trade almost too much to find this thing called l o v e.

I’ve only ever known one love so far in my life and if this is the only one I have, I’ll be fine, because I’ve never felt something more fulfilling, satisfying and captivating than His. kind. of. love.

The most magical, I’d say heavenly love story a girl could have. Something more remarkable than all those stories Disney told. A prince who owns a kingdom wishing just to have a conversation with me. A real life Cinderella story. To want to be known by me, that I was that special that he wanted to commune with me. A precious yet flawed gem in many ways, he didn’t care about the past or the paths I’ d wondered. All he knew was that I was what he wanted.

I’ve always dreamt of a prince and the thought of him makes my heart flutter in a beat. My mouth creeps up in a smile every time I catch a glimpse of his goodness. When I remember that as soon as I get home, I get to spend time alone with him and be in his presence. As the sun rises and shines upon my face, I remember his holiness. And during those times in my day when it’s all to frantic and I pause for even one moment… I marvel at his greatness.

From the minute I started getting to know him, there was something special, something different. Maybe it was his kind heart, as he always gave, first an engagement gift, then a promised future an a place to live. Throughout our time together I’ve never lacked or needed for he always supplied, He always provided. He gave me more than I ever needed, more than all I ever wanted. And I knew in that instant, this must be what love is.

See, I didn’t mention a thing about touching or holding because this kind of love doesn’t want my body, because it doesn’t even need no body but it gave it’s body so I could know, somebody loved me.

I didn’t say anything about a bedroom because he doesn’t need a room as there’s not enough headroom, its’ the world he consumes and he only wants my heart as my bridegroom.

He never asked to take anything from me that wasn’t his. He never tried to have a hold over me for what he did or all the things he could give. It wasn’t about him. He made it all about me. And that’s just who he is, not a regular guy in the sense but I’ll choose him every time. Because he’s sacrificed so much for my life, protected me in every fight. Each day he’s got me on his mind and that’s all that matters. I feel more complete in him than I’ve ever before. I don’t want nobody else. Because I guarantee, there’s not another that can satisfy my hearts desire like he can.

This is the love I know. It’s the love my life shows. Be careful for the things that look like love, that could almost feel like it too. For this one thing we all search so deeply for can confuse our hearts and minds; deceive us into buying into all the lies.

Because love like this does exist in our life and it is s real as the person you are. This love, gave their life to know you. This love, gave just because it could. And this love is open no matter the excuse. This love…this love is truth and the moment I realised how true that was…

Jesus, that’s when I fell in love with you. 

I just want to say… Jesus… I’m so in love with you. I just want to live in your presence. I just want to live for you. I want to give everything just to know you and be surrounded by your truth. To be willing to die for you and to dwell with you for all in eternity.

I finally understand what love is. I can see clearly who it is. And I’ve found it.

Or better yet… I found him.